You held your heart
I longed for your touch
lessening my trust
maybe it was those pretty brown eyes
compelling me blind
or even the smile you wore well
I hence to doubt was a lie to soon to tell
you see I ended a love story, only so I believed
it was more one sided he preached
you protected your heart when I gave you all of mine
your faint fragrance far from fait failed
spectacularly since it familiarized the memories I still grieved
the scent reminded me of the silky sweet rose pedals
which mask the air
where we first met
till the last day I tell
It’s blooming ever so looming
sent so moving
I wanted to stay back
back as far away from his threshold as possible
somehow I find my self drowning in the waterfall of what once seemed to be love
our bond was like a waterfall,
wherever you may be
I feel like one with the rushing pulse of your heart
the impeccability in the scrutiny once gleamed bright
enchanting my perception to your love in silence
sometimes I believed you were evil casting a sinistral life over me
for the devil himself was the fellow angle who completed that belief
your looks got the best of me
taunted with my feelings bringing me about your doorstep that night
you turned me away
in horror you yelped I wasn’t the one
leaving me to wonder if my presence was worth anyones time
memories only flooded back towards me slapping my confidence down deeper than my grave
your love was like chocolate, smooth and milky almost too tempting
as when I see you
reminding me of lips softer than butter
teeth white as snow defeating the vain
I struggled to play out
hair darker than the vast ocean beneath
rising to horizon of realization
diamonds are a girls best friend,
for they don’t run away
but loyally stay of it’s treasure I cherish
twinkling with love when I am without you
yearning for your love
our love
which no longer exists
I am now trapped willingly between the difference of love and pain
and once I fled of your monotonous nightmare
reality rescued the piece of me still alive
the pitter patter of your heart beating through my veins
mute from the plummeting truth
I chose to leave behind
because there is nothing more human
than a soul
filled with the beauty and kindness
vacant from your grace
I shall not cry
since heavens above have done so for me
